Sunday, June 02, 2013

From A to B

It has been so long since my previous post. Guess I was just too busy to realise that I actually have a blog! Well, so much things have changed after I came out from uni. I must say I miss uni life even though sometimes can be very stressful. At least there was a guideline to follow. Get the assignments done, pass your test and that was it. Unlike working life, sometimes I have a sense of lost of direction but it is fun when you know there are so many possibilities and goals out there for you to achieve. The sky is your limit!
 
Things have changed so much during the past one year. From staying in Australia to moving back to Malaysia, from an accountant to running a business with my partner, from holding a pen to make a living to conducting baking classes, from working in an office to testing recipes in the kitchen. That was a huge step to take but here I am now; running a cake ingredients and utensils shop but it aint easy. We are facing a few strong competitors here in KK market. It has been almost a year since we started yet still struggling now.
 
I love to bake and I enjoy teaching but sometimes it can be so tiring after 10 hours of work and still have to do paperwork at night. I gotta admit that making a living here in Malaysia is not easy. The living expenses here are just too high to accomodate. The income-expense gap is just too big to cover. Ever since this business started, day and night I spent most of my time thinking how to get this business to work. This is a high capital, low profit margin industry. Only through baking classes that our business improved heaps recently. However, the fact that long standing hours causes leg pain is undeniable.
 
Perhaps lack of rest and too much of thinking leads to my mood swing lately. I think I need a good night out! Work has also take over our bonding time. We are spending 9-12 hours a day, 6 days a week at work and hardly have our own time. I can't even remember when was the last time we have a really enjoyable date, a date without involving the work. It's so hard to even watch a movie together in the cinema.
 
Has work taken over our lives? I wish this is just a temporary period. As soon as the business is stable, I need a long getaway to see the world once again. All and all, I still love my job. I just to to get someone to share the workloads.
 
That's all for now. I shall get a good rest to continue this long journey ahead. Feel so much better after blogging. This is happening again, if you know what I mean.
 
 
Until then.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

信乐团-死了都要爱




爱到底是什么?让人欢心让人忧不过还是拼命的在寻找。难道我的世界就如此的渺小么?也许活在自己的世界会是最好的。。得不到疼惜至少也不会受到任何的伤害。心愿来还是那么累。

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last Post for 2011

Finally it has come to the very last day of the year.
Guess what? I'll spend my new year eve on board and new year in Bali International Airport. It's quite sad that I couldn't spend few days in Bali to walk around as I'm rushing home. This is the longest journey back home that I can recalled. 3D2N, that can be a short runaway holiday already but no choice as the air ticket back home is so expensive since its peak period, everyone is flying home or other places to celebrate new year eve and welcome 2012. Also, this time back home will be the shortest summer holiday that I'll ever had; less than a week.

I'm so gonna miss this year even though it has been a lot of things going on these few months. Hope that 2012 is going to be a better year. *fingers crossed*

That's all for now. Time to head to the airport.



Love from Perth,

Monday, December 26, 2011

祝我生日快乐




我不习惯把事和别人说,
因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我。

其实, 我很珍惜身边的人,
只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘,
因为我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来。

可是, 我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞。

一个人坐在草地对着天空发呆,
也不知道脑子里在想什么。

其实, 我也很渴望有一个人能懂我,
能走进我的心。




 


今年又要唱这首歌祝自己生日快乐。
亲爱的,你...还记得今天是我生日吗?

现在已经是凌晨五点多了,我的手机一直都没响。
[还爱你..带一点恨~]

Sunday, December 25, 2011

今天我又想你了。。




看着这短片,心酸酸却带着一点幸福。
忠实对自己说:不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。
虽然没有缘手牵手走一辈子的人生路,但在安静的深夜里有你曾经给我的快乐回忆陪伴也是一种幸福。


刚听朋友说今天和你们去逛街,还听说你们感情还瞒好的。
虽然听了有点心痛,可是只要你开心,我就安心了。


姐说我过去整个月都像个活死人,最近比较像回个人。
可是我觉得我的海豚病有复发了。
虽然说我知道是时候放手了,可是就是舍不得;舍不得你,舍不得你的好,舍不得我们的过去;很多的舍不得。


还记得去年的今天我们一起去教堂过平安夜,倒数圣诞节。
可是那天我不是很舒服, 结果节目还没完, 我就呆不下去了。
原来是食物中毒。
你很着急。
可是那天晚上你也病了。
你发烧, 可是你家里又没人能照顾你。
我也很担心你。
幸好第二天你也没事了。


可是这一切已成为过去。
我也知道我现在唯一能为你做的就是从此从你生命中消失。
希望她真的能带给你简单爱,让你永远过着幸福快乐的日子。
我对你的祝福会永远陪伴着你。


没有你了,我也会努力好好活着。
不埋怨谁,不嘲笑谁,也​不羡慕谁,
阳光下灿烂,风雨中奔跑,
做自己的梦,走自己的人生..​


亲爱的,要幸福哦!!

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